Waiting for my rocket to come..........

heyy...just chillin, trying to find me another car....since mine is broken!!!!!! yea, so i priced it on the kelly blue book value, and its worth $1685....piece of crap i say......oh well, when i get my new truck.....or car, im gonna hook that beast up!!!!!!!!

T-dizzle

hey, got in this mornin at 5:30........god im tired. oh well. i miss you guys sooo much! i hate it here, its too much stuff. too many ppl. i cant wait until i come back home, and ive only been here for 1 day!!!!! tomorrow me and my mom are gonna go to her immigration thing, then go shopping, then go to my new school, so i wont be too lost. omg, my car is dying. its broke. im sad. i cant drive it :(. but im gonna go, im sooo tired!!!!

<3 always.....


Tecia

you can still call my cell!!!

Hey everyone......todays my last day.....and im sad. but i cant wait tikll i leave so i can hurry up and come back........keep emailing me people to see whats going on in j-ville, and update me on our pot smoking teachers!!!!! i love you guys!!!!!!!!!

Aim: Ltcena33

Email: Paris_Naomi@yahoo.com, or thesimmons6@juno.com


<3 always

The g-dawg from j-ville

Tecia

i wanna die, i wanna die, you just kill me...go ahead, see if i care...iono if i wanna come back now...when i think about jacksonville, i think about that thing, and iono if i wanna think about jacksonville like that..................oh well, noone cares, so i dont care

hey......long day today, crappy and good. sorry about today laurly bear, bethany was driving, and she said she was to pissed to pick you up.............................i sorry.... :( then i was to scared to call you because id knew youd yell at me.... im sorry!!!! im not leaving till sunday, ttyl!!!!!!

Hung out with bethany all day, then with farrin, and now i wanna go to sleep....

hey.....i love EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey everyone..ive got 2 days left.......im gonna shoot myself, i really dont wanna leave..but i guess thats an obstacle in my life....ill have to jump over it, then come back!!!!

CLASS OF 06!!!!!!


<3 always.........Tecia

ummm, i just read the entry from last night, and man, ive got a sick mind when im pissed off.....im sorry everyone if i offended any of you......im so sad bc i heard the graduation song, and i bawled because if u read the lyrics, and think about me moving....its sad..... :(


And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

1 - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever


So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat 1

La, la, la, laà
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, laà
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Repeat 1 (3x)








Congrats '05.....Hello '06, and im coming back!!!! i promise!

....yea, thats what i said. yea im moving, ok, so bye tecia!!!!!!! dont come back!!!! thats what im getting from you people. i sit here listening to the killers, and im like.....wow.....i dont fuckin care anymore. i hate the way everything is playing out, i hate this, i hate you, and i hate myself. im not even sad about leaving anymore..........noone cares, but thats ok, some people are sooo rude on how they like to judge people that they dont even take a second to get to really know who they are.....i dont care, i dont care about anything that happens to me anymore, and neither do you. i hate the way someone will say that they'll give me something so i can get something, but maybe 5 min later, they'll tell you that they dont have it, or you have that already.....you dont know that. you know, i wish i was poor so i wouldnt have to deal with anything....you know, live under the bridge, NOT begging people for money....those ppl are scums. i just wanna live on my own, and not have to worry about anything. maybe have a few pennies to throw at people, but thats about it. i sit here, bawling my eyes out because im leaving, but then i look around.....i see people, being shitty to other people, but hey, thats gonna be everywhere you go.......im not gonna even try to have a boyfriend....they dont fucking care, they just want one thing...there are a few out there that arent like that, but i mean, iono, its crazy....this world is going straight to hell, everyones going to hell.....there is no heaven these "church" people talk about...they know theyve done things that are "frowned upon" on "GODS" society, well, sorry, but your going to hell. no matter how much you go to church, you support wars, and killing of serial killers, so yea, your killing them yourself, and your going straight to hell for that one. i know ive done shitty stuff, but i dont go as low as to bring someones self esteem down.....you just dont fuckin do that, ive been through that too much to know what it feels like, and it fuckin sucks.....it really does, so if you dont wanna feel shitty, dont make anyone else feel shitty k??!! these rappers and singers talk about being lonely, and having hoes, and all this other crap....i mean, who cares??? cuz i sure as hell dont. every kind of music does that, not just rap. i wish we could live in a society where we just are by ourselfs, and not dependent on anyone else, and the only reason to have sex to reproduce.....not for fun....and if there is a "God" out there, how come he doesnt answer my prayers at night? why dont i have everything i want?? now, you may thinking that im atheist, sorry, you should have skipped this part, but im not atheist, im entitiled to my own opinions and questions. well, im gonna depart myself now........and i dont care about my life, and i dont care about me because noone else does so hey....what the heck??!!




*kill me*





*may contain explicit content*
*parental guidance suggested*

hey........i just got back from the movies, and im tired..........NIGHT!!!!!!!